...if I'm dead, or been in the hospital with a serious illness, or have had my hands bound (like the Chinese used to do to children's feet. Nope. None of the above. Not even remotely. Call it a case of if-I-have-one-more-thing-to-do-today-I'll-scream syndrome. Just plain busy with life, love, school, work and pursuing happiness (or a close facsimile). I may be close to having it all ... or losing my mind - it's a toss up right now.